Nice

Everyone says thats what I am haha its something I'm stuck with.(for the time being)

I'm sitting here at the Hayden Library in Tempe Arizona, and I ask myself, "why am I here." Not in the library but here in this world. Life is so mysterious. One second you can be flying cloud nine and the next looking for answers in the stars. Anyways I'm just bullshitin and this could only be about me....

Then wise words hit me like brick wall via twitter. "Lately, I've been too hard on myself. Time for some self compassion. What about U?" So the theme of this post is self encouragement. We truly lack self encouragement until we can accept who we are. After we do that we discover the drive or the fuel that is inside of us to make changes. Not saying everyone lacks self encouragement but those who feel destined are always just "Dreamers" and if you can't see your dreams as reality then what is the point of dreaming.

I going to accept who I am cuz I see that as whom I'm supposed to be


-AKID

What's on the PlayList

Who saw the above duo happening (and the one that should happen in the future SMH) The track is dope though I have to admit haha. And I can't believe that soulja boy said "I just got a new deal I ain't talking pickle" LMAO...

Play Ball Feat. Drake : MediaFire






LUPE! LUPE! LUPE! Man I love this freestyle Lupe is so sick better than the two ^^. Especially with the line "I don't trust America after watching Zeitgeist". Haven't watched the movie yet but I hear it changes your view on America for real.

All the Way Turnt Up : MediaFire






Final treat for y'all would have to be the cut track off of Attention Deficit titled "Letter feat. John Mayer". Its a Letter to President Obama, and Tupac. It's an interesting connection how he "writes" a Letter to Tupac and the President. Pretty deep I don't know why he didn't put it on the album cuz he will have the ears of a lot of people when his cd drops. (Sadly no one really listens to music anymore) With a line for Tupac like "See you never had a son in the physical or literal but years later there's still a bunch of lil you's" You should definitely cop the album (purchase) when it comes out.

Letter Feat. John Mayer : MediaFire
-AKID

100

Haha it took a scattered two years but look ma I did it 100 posts. So I've been reading this book (I can't tell you the title sorry) and its giving me a new perspective on life or should I say shifting my perspective as my fortune cookie foretold lol. I see things a lot clearer nowadays. I understand what I have to do and what I want to do. A lot of times people in life get lost along the road to success and happiness, never realizing that happiness just takes hope to believe and success takes determination to achieve (damn I'm getting deeper with words day by day). In the words of Kanye, "They say your attitude determines your latitude, I guess I'm high as a motherf*cker fly as a motherf*cker." That's how I'm feeling lately. Nothing can stop me. I mean I can be stopped but at the moment I CAN'T BE STOPPED. Ya feel me.

Anyways I'll leave y'all with a lil something I did last thursday at this open mic

My biggest pet peeve in life is that people don't see it as I do
They don't understand that roses are red because the skies blue
Or that beautiful skin in itself is a tattoo
I mean if I had to
I'd rather ink my name in the pages of history oppose to my back or chest
My biggest pet peeve in life is that people don't hear it as I do
They don't understand that actions speak louder than words
Carefully placed in between nouns and verbs
To them it is unheard to be different
And speaking of different if we are all trying to be different
Are we all the same
Instead of making a name
Why don't we change and just be
You see to be is to do and to do is believe
That is why when I go to school I roll up my mental sleeve
And dig into the knowledge being served
Eating up every word
And as I chew on every thought
My own opinions are formed oppose to bought
My biggest pet peeve in life is that people don't live it as I do
Every breathe a blessing
Every step a journey
Every blink a picture
Every dream a reality....


-AKID

DAMN....

So much has changed since Feb. 25, 2009. I've been slackin ttm (f*uckin tucson lingo growing on me haha). First I want to let y'all know that when I put something in parenthesis its what I would say in my head if I was talking to you in person (LoL) Shout out to everyone who has been with me since I've changed for the BETTER to name a few would be doing a lot wrong ya dig. (sidebar I just sighed out loud randomly and this girl looked at me hella weird like that are you okay look and if I was to respond Yah she'd be like Nah hahaah)

Lets see the changes I've made...I play the piano (still learning), I've been acing school, I've lost weight (got more to go Will Smith look out), I've moved out (yea I'm on my own holla at me ladies hahaha), Last night (shout out to chuch) I did stand up poetry at an open mic at ASU (I boy killed it and will do so next thurs), I've written quality stuff lately in I feel like its because I've been more open to the world. Anyways Ermias Meh...(like I would put his entire name on blast haha) asked me a good question the other day why haven't I been blogging. Now I'm not gonna make up for time that was lost but I'll start fresh from here on out...holla at ya BOI


I'M BACK







-AKID

Comfort

Comfort Omarion Feat. Lil Wayne


The comfort of my world
Begins to unfurl
To the naked eye
I'm a really smooth guy
No ulterior motives
I'm just focused
On what I want, that's you
Guess you didn't know
Things I could do
Places we could go
Discover a land
Filled with beauty
And if you take my hand
It'll be sealed for eternity
The decision's simple
Just say yes
The smile and dimple
Means you fucking with the best
As we sleep on the moon
Not a moment too soon
You realize who you with
Your very own star
Go war with a sith
Don't have to look far
It's the return of the jedi
A to the K I.......D

(If you find the beat send me the link)









-AKID

Dang so I missed

Mixtape Wednesday Last week and almost did the same this week 30 min till. So I'll leave you with a few mixtapes two to be exact haha you got excited for a second didn't you. Both are by my good friend (I wish haha) Charles Hamilton this dude stays on his grind and inspires me to do the same.





Every Charles Hamilton Ex-Girlfriend's Worst Nightmare

&

My Brain Is Alive



Both are a lil late the latter came out last week on WED and the ECHEGWN (crazy acronym lol) came out today

-AKID

NBA ALLSTAR GAME

As a Phoenix Resident I have to say I enjoyed this entire event.....hahaha sounded way too professional lets start over.

YEEEEEAAAAAAAAA BBBBBOOOOOOOIIIIIIIIIIII



Phoenix Up other towns down (no hate). Man the Jam Session was bomb as fuck I got to see some famous people (not super famous but stars none the less). Watched a decent dunk contest (slacked at the end), and the rest of the festivities were dope. But the definite peak could be summed up in the pic above. Kobe and Shaq(tus) re-unite and Kobe pushed the big fella into a distant memory. I do have to be honest though Shaq does got some moves watch the vid below to see what I mean in case you missed it.







-AKID