Everyone says thats what I am haha its something I'm stuck with.(for the time being)
I'm sitting here at the Hayden Library in Tempe Arizona, and I ask myself, "why am I here." Not in the library but here in this world. Life is so mysterious. One second you can be flying cloud nine and the next looking for answers in the stars. Anyways I'm just bullshitin and this could only be about me....
Then wise words hit me like brick wall via twitter. "Lately, I've been too hard on myself. Time for some self compassion. What about U?" So the theme of this post is self encouragement. We truly lack self encouragement until we can accept who we are. After we do that we discover the drive or the fuel that is inside of us to make changes. Not saying everyone lacks self encouragement but those who feel destined are always just "Dreamers" and if you can't see your dreams as reality then what is the point of dreaming.
I going to accept who I am cuz I see that as whom I'm supposed to be
-AKID
Showing posts with label Abel Zerai. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Abel Zerai. Show all posts
Monday, December 7, 2009
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
SCHOOL UPDATE
So I'm at my new school, Scottsdale Community College. So far, now I'm being honest, it has the highschool make up but the college feel. It's not a huge change from ASU WEST (Yonny I'm working on the parking pass right now haha). But my major, FILM is much better here than ASU so I'm learning a lot more than I would've there (in the sense of hands on). The food is exactly the same as ASU WEST (but they have a 5 dollar FOOT LONG WHOOO HOOO: MERMS HAHAHA REMEMBER THE OTHER MEANING INSIDE JOKE). I spent way too much on food today thank god it's only once a week were I'm buying food. My classes so far are bomb my teachers are legit (all except for the one I start today). And I can say for the first time I'm ready to step up my game if ya feel me.
It's a kick drum soceity
In sense of the melody
That we groove to
That we move to
I shouldn't have to try
I mean I'm the freshest guy
Febreeze wants to sponsor me
So it's my entity
To stay on my game
Focusing, away from lames
Concentrating on the task
Which is being remember after my last
Breath
------MIXTAPE WEDNESDAY------

SMASH the System KICKDRUMS
-AKID
It's a kick drum soceity
In sense of the melody
That we groove to
That we move to
I shouldn't have to try
I mean I'm the freshest guy
Febreeze wants to sponsor me
So it's my entity
To stay on my game
Focusing, away from lames
Concentrating on the task
Which is being remember after my last
Breath
------MIXTAPE WEDNESDAY------
SMASH the System KICKDRUMS
-AKID
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Trading Places
My favorite track off of Usher's latest album "Here I Stand" finally has a video. No lie I imagined I and a significant other (no homo) every time this song played. Sadly I and this girl never got to get to the fruit of my loins. Why I just said that I don't really know, but who cares. It's me in third or even fourth gear F the old me hahaha. *Again sorry I couldn't find a download link but once I do I'll update it
-AKID
Labels:
Abel Zerai,
Here I stand,
Love/Lust,
Trading Places,
Usher
Never Say Never
Ok if you haven't already click play on the above link ( I couldn't find a good copy for download sorry). Ok if you've clicked play your ready now.........
I always said I will never get pulled over. I know they say never say never. I used to feel invincible on the road now uhhh..... not so much. I was driving, it's like 12:30 am and if you don't know already I am of darker complexion i.e. black haha. And I'm blasting music on the drive back home after chillin' wit some friends (hopefully with a special one on friday ;) ..... Anyways I'm driving like 50 on the 40 speed limit road (usually I go like 60). And I see this car behind and I'm on 59th ave and Peoria. So something inside me makes me slow down a little, its a COP CAR. And I look down and I was speeding, I'm like shit how far was I speeding. The cop gets closer but still no sirens, I'm clear right, I must be. I drive maybe another mile and I drove perfect. I signal for four seconds as I switch into the lane over blah blah blah. And the Cop just slowly switches as well (But no signal those damn zingy's). Next thing I know the bright lights of red and blue start flashing and I pull over. (So they were checking if I did anything else to fuck up again damn zingy's)
First thing they do is flash there ridiculous lights on the car and I'm blinded (Like I should put on my stunna shades blinded). Its a lady whoooo hooooo!!!! (hot not so much). And tell me why I did the typical black person thing and didn't turn my music down?LMAO She steps up slowly holding her gun on the holster and looks into the back of the car and says hello!? I say hello officer (my voice was confident). She asked do you know what the speed limit is for the area? I say, and very quickly 45 mph (I know I'm lying). She says well actually it is 40 mph. I'm like fuckkkkkk she doesn't believe me at all, I'm screwed I got my license but this is my dads car, I'm not on the insurance I'm screwed up ze ass no pun intended. She says tell you what? I hear that sound that goes something like haaaaaaaa (you know when the clouds spread apart during the beginning of the simpsons intro). I will let you off with a stern warning if I can see your license and registration and insurance. Again I'm like fuccccccckkkkkkk I'm not on the insurance but oh well.
I pull out my license and say I have to open the door in order to get the registration. She says fine I'll help you and shines that bright ass flash light onto the door and out of my face (I tanned just a lil). I find the registration in seconds but no insurance card. Uh oh.... I say "I'm now checking in the glove department" and as I search I feel her eyeing me. And I keep searching and she spots it before I do (I almost crumbled it up in my hand). So I hand her everything and the jeopardy song begins to play in my head (actually "brown skin lady" was playing on the cd player it's by black star)
She returns and says everything is good and to just stay close to 40 and have a goodnight. I reply with my sexy voice "have a goodnight too, with your fine ass" bhahahaha ok the goodnight part was a joke it was just "you too and yo fine ass." lmao
ok ok I'm kidding it was just "have a goodnight too officer call me." She smiled lol I feel like I'm the only one who can say I hit on a police officer and got away with it. But in all seriousness I can still say "I will never get a speeding ticket". Because all I got was a stern warning.
-AKID
Labels:
Abel Zerai,
Bad Boys,
Bob Marley,
Police,
Reggae,
Speeding Tickets
Monday, September 29, 2008
Random Blurb
Ok for those of you who have seen hot rod (or at least the preview). This will be funny to you, and if you're a family guy fan than you'll still think it's funny lol. And my day was ruined because my lil bro deleted heroes from the dvr...(aghhh) Hopefully I can watch it on the computer over the next few days or something.
-AKID
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Academic Success and Student Integrity
School what is it meant for? To succeed, to achieve, to party, to chill, to fit in, to do all the above, to do none of the above? School is the key to the door of success. To achieve that properly you need to create goals and stay focused. College students must learn to rely on themselves more than they ever have had to in order to reach high education. Stability is also another key in maintain academic success and student integrity, because it allows the student to control his/her actions. Freshman also need to establish a camaraderie with there fellow classmates so in effect it fuels them to attend class. All in all the Integrity of a student will essentially lead to the success of a student.
As an incoming freshman you begin to realize that school is differs in many aspects compared to the high school life. For starters, workload. Each student in college must now put in extra time rather than last minute time which I for one took part in. Also students must learn from their friends not copy their friends. No longer are the days in which you could get an answer or two from the homework from a friend in order to get the 5 points for homework. That alone affects how you will perform in the class. It becomes difficult but at the same time awarding. To know that you put in the extra time and effort and received the results that you wanted.
Planning ahead of time and staying on schedule are key to staying focused. It may seem tough but if a student is able to maintain a schedule then they can maintain success. Setting up schedule time periods for studying as well as relaxing allows you to always have something to look forward to, other than just receiving a degree. Most students tend to crave the college lifestyle so they party or go out, but those who separate party and school and have set times tend to enjoy the two a bit more. Mainly because they cherish both time periods they have given for either of the two. And as long as you make time for friends and time for school a student should do just fine.
Now success on a academic level may require work but it can also be energized by the competition of friends. When you see peers of yours attending class on a regular basis and at the same time enjoying the college environment it only fuels you to do the same. You begin to follow the "work hard, party harder" mantra. To know that you can receive high remarks one day and be the life of the party the next makes you, the student, want to stay in school. Besides there is only so long a student can live off of his/her parents, college scholarships, or friends.
Achieving Academic success is a direct result to maintaining student integrity. Knowing what is wrong and what is right in certain situations allows us as students to keep our head on our shoulders. And learning how to get the most from the college experience only makes the ride better
As an incoming freshman you begin to realize that school is differs in many aspects compared to the high school life. For starters, workload. Each student in college must now put in extra time rather than last minute time which I for one took part in. Also students must learn from their friends not copy their friends. No longer are the days in which you could get an answer or two from the homework from a friend in order to get the 5 points for homework. That alone affects how you will perform in the class. It becomes difficult but at the same time awarding. To know that you put in the extra time and effort and received the results that you wanted.
Planning ahead of time and staying on schedule are key to staying focused. It may seem tough but if a student is able to maintain a schedule then they can maintain success. Setting up schedule time periods for studying as well as relaxing allows you to always have something to look forward to, other than just receiving a degree. Most students tend to crave the college lifestyle so they party or go out, but those who separate party and school and have set times tend to enjoy the two a bit more. Mainly because they cherish both time periods they have given for either of the two. And as long as you make time for friends and time for school a student should do just fine.
Now success on a academic level may require work but it can also be energized by the competition of friends. When you see peers of yours attending class on a regular basis and at the same time enjoying the college environment it only fuels you to do the same. You begin to follow the "work hard, party harder" mantra. To know that you can receive high remarks one day and be the life of the party the next makes you, the student, want to stay in school. Besides there is only so long a student can live off of his/her parents, college scholarships, or friends.
Achieving Academic success is a direct result to maintaining student integrity. Knowing what is wrong and what is right in certain situations allows us as students to keep our head on our shoulders. And learning how to get the most from the college experience only makes the ride better
Saturday, September 20, 2008
EXTRA EXTRA READ ALL ABOUT IT
You know I had to make the picture extra big haha. This is my first post of my own song that I ever done. I never usually even have my ish to be downloadable but please download it and comment on this post and tell me what you think.
OH GIRL REMIX BY ME
Thursday, September 18, 2008
There Can Only Be One...KING
Kanye's Protege, Consequence does it again the track is ill and it's produce by Statik Selektah... There can only be one BLOGGER.
Consequence- There Can Only Be One
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
On Top Of The World
T.I. links up with Ludacris and B.o.B. songs pretty fresh. And since I'm on top of the blogging world by popular demand I had to hit you with this one hahaha.
On Top Of The World
Labels:
Abel Zerai,
Akid,
B.o.B.,
Ludacris,
On Top Of The World,
T.I.
Falling In Love Can Be Easy
Raphael Saadiq has been apart of music for three decades, formerly being part of the 90's group Tony! Tone! Toni!, and has produced or had a hand in producing for artists such as Macy Gray, The Roots, and D'Angelo (yes thats the naked video guy). Personally I didn't even know who the guy was until I heard Jay-Z remix a song with him (below) and I even thought he was some new artist. Well I did research and what not and I have to say I like his vibe. His new album titled "The Way I See It" is pretty unique and I had to post is as a blog so check him out.
Oh Girl Remix Feat. Jay-Z
The Way I See It Album
Labels:
Abel Zerai,
Akid,
How does it feel,
Jay-Z,
Oh Girl Remix,
Raphael Saadiq,
The Way I See It
NBA 2K9
Okay it was only going to be a matter of time until I unleashed the gamer inside me lol. And I would drop my XBOX Live Name right now but I'm in the process of getting a new one. And once I do I'll drop some gamer knowledge on whoever wants to get beat I mean my record previously was UNBEATABLE haha ya digg. I mean like my man Asher Roth Says I'm the best in year 2000 Thousand and I ain't even a true gamer hahaha. Anyways the game releases October 31st so get in the extra practice cuz I'm going to be getting my Jason on that night and murder gamers free of charge.
Asher Roth - Roth Boys
Just in case you don't know who Asher Roth is click the song above and download it to check him out
Labels:
Abel Zerai,
Asher Roth,
Halloween,
Kevin Garnett,
NBA 2K9,
XBOX
Monday, September 15, 2008
Incase You Couldn't Make it
To the best concert over the summer to attend to and I'm talking about the Glow In The Dark Tour (big ups to my boy fenix for getting the audio) .....
IS THIS WHAT YOU BEEN WAITIN FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOR!!!!!!!!!!!
GLOW IN THE DARK TOUR LIVE AUDIO!!!
Tracklist:
1.The Mission
2.Good Morning
3.I Wonder
4.Heard'em Say
5.Through The Wire
6.Champion
7.Get'em High
8.Diamonds
9.Can't Tell Me Nothing
10.Put On
11.Flashing Lights
12.Spaceship & All Falls Down
13.Gold Digger
14.Good Life
15.Jesus Walks
16.Hey Mama
17.Don't Stop Believing
18.Stronger Interlude
19.Stronger
20.Homecoming
21.Touch The Sky
22.NYC Speech [Full 8/5/08]
Time - 1:36:02
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Labels:
Abel Zerai,
Akid,
Fenix,
Glow in the dark,
Hip Hop,
Kanye West
Random Blurb
This video is old like real old but if you haven't seen it here it is haha. I'll have some new post real soon with some relevancy lol. Oh and check out "I'm Fucking Ben Affleck" it may be funnier and has mad cameos from so many famous people.
Labels:
Abel Zerai,
Akid,
Jimmy Kimmel,
Matt Damon,
Sarah Silverman
Friday, September 12, 2008
This Guy Gets My Mentality
All I ever do is imagine resting in the skies. Whether(Weather lol) I am there because I lived a good life or I am living the GOOD LIFE, all I ever think about is making it. As in I am financially stable, and have the stardom/respect that I deserve and I deserve it all (Charles Hamilton). Anyways this was just a random blurb while I'm sitting here reading about NEIL SIMON, ( wiki the name) for my next class.
I'll Be In The Sky
Labels:
Abel Zerai,
Akid,
B.o.B.,
Charles Hamilton,
Neil Simon,
Sky Life
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